Showing posts with label Binge. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Binge. Show all posts

2010-11-09

Do I Disappoint You

 
Well, I can just say that plateaus suck. I grant you, I have not been perfect. I ate out all week-end and I was not reasonable. I realized that what I wanted to believe was the “old me” is still there inside, looking for the opportunity to come out. First, it was on Saturday night. I was having dinner with friends and the place they picked was a buffet. Tons of food, from different cuisine styles (but mostly unhealthy), all you can eat. I never took the “all you can eat” as a challenge, but in my mind, overeating at buffets has to do with the fact that no matter what or how much you eat, you’ll end up paying the same price. And at that place, the price was more than I would have paid if we had gone to a regular restaurant and eaten an appetizer as an entrĂ©e or a salad. So my old self kicked in: “If I’m going to pay for a lot of food and not be able to take any home, I might as well eat as much as possible here to make my money’s worth.” And so I did. I couldn’t even really count the calories accurately. The worst part is I deluded myself into thinking it was okay because my friends (normal weight) were doing the same.
It makes me wonder why - and how - society got to this point, where quantity of food is perceived at least as important as quality. I mean, the restaurant was huge and PACKED. For the whole time we were there, there was a line to get in. For the same price, one could eat better quality food in a nicer setting. Sure, you can’t refill your plate for free, but do you really need to? It’s not a question one asks when there is more food to sample and that it’s not going to cost more. To be able to offer such a big variety and quantity, the restaurant has to cut somewhere, and I’m willing to bet it’s on the quality. Sure it tasted fine. But good taste doesn’t mean quality. Fatty, salty or sweet food tastes good but it is not quality food.
And don’t get me started on chain restaurants like Pizza Hut or the like. If you live in a place where you can access small, local restaurants (and I don’t mean the local greasy spoon), I believe you’re better off eating out there. It’s likely the food is better; you can develop a relationship with the owner and get a good knowledge of how they make the food, the provenance of ingredients, etc. Plus, you’d be encouraging a local business and contributing more directly to your community. And it’s not really going to cost you more (man, I paid almost 25 CAD for crappy buffet food!)
So the plateau, yeah. It might very well be my own making.

2010-08-15

Afraid to count

Well, as I said earlier, I spent the week-end at my uncle's for a big family reunion. I don't think I was that bad, calorie-wise but I didn't really keep track. As I've said before, I'm not really ready to broadcast that I'm trying to loose weight, and it's harder to estimate calories when you haven't cooked anything. But I think I kept the portions under control on Saturday. Today was a different story. The lunch menu was hot dogs and corn on the cob. I ate two hot dogs and put butter on the corn (shame on me). I didn't make things much better for dinner. After a four-hour drive, we arrived home at 7:30 pm. I didn't feel much like cooking and was thinking we wouldn't eat before 8:30 if I tried to make something so we stopped at the corner greasy spoon and I order a chicken kebab with way too much sauce. And fries. Ha, week-ends will be the death of me.